I am pissed at myself because look at my DAM GRADES! a bitch slap to my face... i did not live up to my potential....
The universe's indifference....
My future plans...
Track 4x4...
My family...
My friends... (no not the standard definition of a friend that I Oh so despise...)
What is wrong with me...
The adventures the next day has in store for me...
The adventure I am destined to miss...
My everyday heroes...
ETC... its always a mess in my head... maybe that's why I can't seem to sleep at times...
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Stop to Look Around
Lately I have been absorbed in my little details: school, future plans, and life. I was so absorbed in them that I failed to look around and appreciate stuff in my life.
One interesting thing involved a party. Drinking margaritas (3 baby!), I spied on an old Chinese man who was alone. I amused myself with the idea that I would end up like him one day: old, lonely, etc. Then, a white guy about his age sat down next to him. Judging by the way they were talking and the length of their conversation, you could tell right off the bat that they were old friends. First thing that hits me, "Whoa, that will be like Taylor and I one day." I was expecting a Hispanic/ Latino to jump in to fill in Marvin's spot but that person never showed up (=[ could this be a foreboding?). Just watching the two old friends talk stirred something up from he depths of my heart...
There's not much to tell you about my family, besides that I am still in the learning process.
Man FUCK Academics, to an extent that is (lol). Academics are quite important, but they are nothing compared to life. Academics alone should not constitute life, but supplement it just as how religion, friends, relationships, family, etc does so.
One interesting thing involved a party. Drinking margaritas (3 baby!), I spied on an old Chinese man who was alone. I amused myself with the idea that I would end up like him one day: old, lonely, etc. Then, a white guy about his age sat down next to him. Judging by the way they were talking and the length of their conversation, you could tell right off the bat that they were old friends. First thing that hits me, "Whoa, that will be like Taylor and I one day." I was expecting a Hispanic/ Latino to jump in to fill in Marvin's spot but that person never showed up (=[ could this be a foreboding?). Just watching the two old friends talk stirred something up from he depths of my heart...
There's not much to tell you about my family, besides that I am still in the learning process.
Man FUCK Academics, to an extent that is (lol). Academics are quite important, but they are nothing compared to life. Academics alone should not constitute life, but supplement it just as how religion, friends, relationships, family, etc does so.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Lets make life Simple...
writing in lieu of doing APUSH essay...
Life is complicated. Well it all depends on what your definition of complicated is, what you want in life, and the way you do things.
If your definition of complicated is anything that does not follow a straight line, you might as well give up on life, because life would be way too "complicated" for you to survive.
If you want to become something great. It can be complicated since you got to work your ass off, yet it can be simple in that you just change your goals or keep working your ass off. Only one way to become great: work your ass off, which makes it quite simple if you think about it.
w/e this stuff gets too broad and I am going to start making my life simple, first, by curtailing this entry.
Rule of thumb. Life is whatever you make it to be, complicated, simple, happy, sad, your choice...
Life is complicated. Well it all depends on what your definition of complicated is, what you want in life, and the way you do things.
If your definition of complicated is anything that does not follow a straight line, you might as well give up on life, because life would be way too "complicated" for you to survive.
If you want to become something great. It can be complicated since you got to work your ass off, yet it can be simple in that you just change your goals or keep working your ass off. Only one way to become great: work your ass off, which makes it quite simple if you think about it.
w/e this stuff gets too broad and I am going to start making my life simple, first, by curtailing this entry.
Rule of thumb. Life is whatever you make it to be, complicated, simple, happy, sad, your choice...
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